Sagittarius is..

"Very expressive, has an open mind, is friendly and sincere. Can sometimes be irresponsible and tactless. Oh well, nobody's perfect."

I found this description of my zodiac sign on a decade old bookmark given by my primary school friend whom I've lost touch with. I always felt that I totally do not fit in that description until recently, I realised that some parts are true.

1) Very expressive: Absolutely Not. I keep my thoughts to myself and I don't show people my true feelings.

(2) Open mind: Defintely Not. No explanation needed.

(3) Friendly: Unless I know you very well.

(4) Sincere: The only thing that it's true about me. A pity not everyone thinks so.

(5) Irresponsible: Not keeping my word.

(6) Tactless: Saying wrong things most of the time as my brain does not process what I actually want to say.

(7) The last sentence is a real consolation that I needed.

I know I'm wrong. But how does it feel when you take the initiative to open the door for someone, and yet he pulls the door away from you and slams it deliberately into your face? And it happened more than once. I feel hurt and humiliated. I can't even remember when was the last time I was subjected to such treatment by any of my friends. I have a strong pride and I really can't swallow the fact on how I was treated.

Despite that, I'm really sorry, and yes, I'm sincere.