Feeling Guilty..

I keep feeling guilty these few days. It all started with attaining the maximum possible grade for my financial tutorial. Any normal person would have been feeling over the moon, especially when seeing at least a couple of people getting Ds. But not me, because half of my answers were initially incorrect. I feel that I don't deserve the grade. Had it not been Jenn, I think I would be joining those unfortunate souls. Ok, maybe not D, but perhaps a Bminus or Cplus, which is equally bad. Anyway, I must thank my lucky stars that Jenn is always allocated the same assignments as me. Not once, not twice, but thrice. Really makes life much easier when you have a smart friend to check answers with.

Another reason for feeling guilty was when I had the intention of going out last weekend even though I have 3 tests, 2 essays and 1 presentation due in the next couple of weeks. Of course, I didn't go out in the end. The guilt feelings were too much to bear.

I feel guilty as I'm thinking of going on another holiday when I've just came back from Finland. I actually declared to my family that that would be my last trip before I graduate. Now, I feel like a useless bummer who only knows how to spend money.

Lastly, I'm feeling guilty right now because instead of solving some complicated equation for macro, I'm blogging and chatting with my 2 friends.

Sigh.. Time to take action instead of just feeling guilty. Stupid macro, here I come.