Irresponsible People..

I've never felt so out of control and helpless in my life. Almost sprouted out vulgarities but managed to hold my tongue in the nick of time. I was fuming mad and controlling my anger well till I could tolerate no more of the nonsense and I exploded. I have no recollection on what exactly I said. I intended to lash out some real insulting words but I remembered I still wanted to remain in this job.

I'm thoroughly pissed with inefficient, irresponsible and incompetent people. I hate it when the whole organization and administration seem to be totally chaotic with no proper system of handling matters. Ever since working, I realised most grown-ups have no sense of responsibility in them. And mind you, these are mostly graduates, who have undergone close to 2 decades of education, and do not even possess one of the basic values of a human being. I feel sad for the future of my own country if we are going to be filled with this kind of citizens.

Before today, I was still pondering whether I should move on or just remain and be contented with my current position. Having undergone1 hour of 'torture', I realised that for the state of my health and intellectual level, I'm very sure I would need this switch. Tomorrow shall be the day I take action. After months of serious thinking, it feels great when a decision has been make. I've to be thankful to one of the timely changes to the education system which greatly aided and re-confirmed the route which I'm going to choose. I've no regrets now. Finally, this whole job 'burden' has been lifted off me.