Inner Feelings..

I dislike the way he gave false hopes. I'm against his decision although I've been keeping mum so far. It's upsetting how an external party can alter his decision so much. I've spoken to him less since he 'announced' his decision. I find it hard to maintain the relationship that we had had. Deep down, I'm hoping he would change his mind, but I seriously doubt it. Not sure if he ever considered our feelings when making his decision. Emotional ties don't seem to count after all. I am thoroughly disappointed. Can't find the right words to describe my feelings right now.